Oh! he shunned me! I had so much faith in him, he proved to be big deceiver. I found him too weak to handle me. What a poor guy. Aren't these lines are a precursor to thinking about a man whom you planned to go with, not too far, but for sure some distance, yes! This man saw it an opportunity of a rare kind, where he could see things flourishing to all the wildest of ecstasy. He found that this would be most exiting thing ever to happen in his life. This sudden refreshing chill that would throw growing years a decade apart. There would be all warmth of lips and caressing of her beautiful bosoms, and finally there would be heightened joy fuller to the feeling of consummation. Oh! yes without any intervening idea of contraceptives!
Then comes the next day, he would kiss her forehead, and a whining smile reminding her the turning of tides of emotion all through the night. Then there would be sense of eternal belonging to each other, as assuring each other those ecstasies every night. Here, there the seed of utopia is sown in innocence, perhaps wickedly. And, the first stage of mutual deception starts creeping. She wants to hold him all longer! He feels that it's all over after this shining moment of exultation. He now wants to crawl back his tired hanging ego from her sullen pouch. She thinks of riding over his life just one more time she had done to her erswhile man. The bad mount she made, which led her to fell into disgraces of life. She believes that her will is a reason enough for holding this man closer this time. Perhaps, she had her will into it. The man gave himself into the pleasure, she knew he would not let her mount. She contended herself in getting below him, and each day she felt that her rebellion is turning into a defeat. And, she knew only one way to keep defeat away from coming nearer. She had his progeny and the man came to terms with her, now he no more mounts on her, she no more feels the deception. They are often seen together sitting close to each other across the coffee table. The man ever contended ever as he could be, the women ever demanding ever as she could be!
